bloody hell not another entry ;-) haha

i really cant stop writing on this blog, im addicted to it already hehe dr moore's gonna need to persrcibe me something to stop these tendancies lol well i've got football training tonight, looking forward to it as ever, im one of the only players in my team tat does like training haha hope the weather holds up, there's been one big grey cloud over scotland for to long now, please god move it somewhere else, england would do :) lol been to the dentists today to book up an appointment to fix my tooth at the front, big gap there, looks horrble, chipped it a while back and i've just not bothered fixing it but im no having it now, time to get it orted, part of my new regime to improve myself haha went to subways to for a nice sandwich, i love sandwiches far superior to burgers and stuff like that. been thinking a lot lately about going away for a while, to work mybe, need a break from scotland, its so depressing here at times, the stress levels go sky high :( was thinking about australia or new zealand, i love new zealand, wat a wonderious place, only drawback i've got about going to those places is the distance, 25 hours to nz 22 to oz, if i get homesick its a hell of a long way to be away from home, i dont know, it would be a year i would be away for, a long time away. i could stay in europe, a bit closer to home, i seen i could go to amsterdam to work, my spiritual home, i love amsterdam, the way of life there is so relaxed and te people there have not got a care in the world, my kinda place :) love the city to, so beautiful with its canals and tight streets. my friends got a friend that stays in sweden too and he says he could probably hook me up with work there to, i've got a lot of interest in sweden :) been learning the lingo a wee bit, no quite got the hang of sentances and grammar yet as my very special swedish friend has pointed out to me haha :) but all in good time, its like being back at school haha good luck with the apartment your going to see sofia my dearest, hope its good for u :) remember and invite me to your housewarming party if u take it hehe ;-) missande du lke tokig här min älska ( hope thats right haha ;-) )