rain rain go away come again another day

hello guys and dolls, another shift over and done with, another rainy day here in scotland, i swear we'll never run out of water here haha my thoughts for the day mmmm my thoughts for the day, have u got all day lol my main thoughts involve my life, where its going, who its going to be with, whereabouts will it be. its a very complex thought process but at this time im focused, more focused than ever before in my life. the last month or so has been really hard for me, emotionally, mentally but i've overcame all those bad thoughts and feelings and its made me stronger, i know what im wanting now :) i want love, happiness and satasfaction in life, not a lot to ask for really haha the love bit could be the hardest part but i'm working on that, love its a strange thing and it moves in mysterious ways, i have used the internet to se if i can find some1 special lol and i have met some really wonderful females on there, some really crazy ones too haha its a pity they all stay so far away at times :( if i did find the right person i would do anything to be with her, id move heaven and earth to fulfill my dreams and i have got one dream that i do want to fulfill but thats a secret and im not telling you hahaha ;-) its gonna be hard but us scots are fighters lol we've been fighting for our beliefs and freedom for hundreds of years now so its in our blood. who knows wat the future will hold for me but im ready and willing to make my own future, who dares wins :) anyways enough of my thoughts who wants a game of football hahaha